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It’s Hard

So some things are hard to blog about. Some things require writing and deleting and writing and deleting and thinking about.

Some things are hard.

Trying to conceive is hard. You think about it, and worry and think and count and think. And sometimes you just need to get everything out of your head.

I need it out of my head so I can think, so I can breathe and then write very long sentences. With lots of ‘ands’.

My period arrived this afternoon, exactly a month after the last period. Apparently the 17th has my back and isn’t looking to disappoint me any time soon.

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I have an appointment with a gyno next month. On the 17th to be precise. See? I told you that the 17th has my back.

Hopefully I can get things looked into and sorted out. Heh.

Thankyou all for your crossed fingers and everything. Don’t worry, I will be relying on you all to cross everything next month too.

I’m going to go and sit with chocolate, my heat pack and a trashy novel now.

xxx

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  1. Bettina says

    hugs honey. I hope the gyno has some answers for you.

    Bettinas last blog post..Too Splendid

  2. Xbox4NappyRash says

    Shit. Sorry.

    Xbox4NappyRashs last blog post..A fornication fifty-fifty

  3. Marylin says

    Aww shit honey :(

    I really hope you get some answers – don’t let him shrug you off any longer!!

    (((((hugs)))))

    Marylins last blog post..Ain’t I kute?

  4. river says

    I hope the gyno is a bit more cluey than the rest of us out here. All of our suggestions, ideas and good luck wishes don’t seem to be working. Maybe there is a very special child coming your way and he just isn’t ready yet? If you only want your mint along your front fence you’ll have to plant barriers either side so the roots don’t escape into the rest of your yard or onto the footpath.

  5. tiff says

    Bugger, poop poo. Not fair.
    I’m so sorry. There really are no words that can make any of this better, so I will send hugs and eat chocolate for you.

    Hope that heat pack does you good, my friend.

    tiffs last blog post..Suitably in awe and humbled.

  6. Marie says

    Oh dammit. I’m so sorry. Having sympathetic heart-hurts for you right now. Were you not on the other side of the world, I’d bring you hot chocolate and a bottle of wine and we’d watch a movie that does not involve babies and grumble together. Hang in there.

  7. maiden53 says

    I agree with RIVER….. there is a VERY VERY special baby waiting for a special moment in time. It could ONLY be very very special to be Amy’s sibling and YOUR child! V~all things happen when, and only when, they are suppose to happen. Enjoy life, Amy and N to your fullest for now – today. And the rest will happen – you ARE special, remember? :-)

    maiden53s last blog post..Successful ride

  8. Hyphen Mama says

    Oh dammit! I really hope your gyno can give you some answers. It’s so frustrating with all the waiting.

    Hyphen Mamas last blog post..Who Needs Disneyland When Mickey’s Living at My House

  9. Taz says

    hugs..

    good luck next month..

    Tazs last blog post..29 Weeks Old.. (mothers day special)

  10. Leslie says

    I’m so sorry Veronica. But I really believe a baby is coming your way. It’s agony now, but once you’re pregnant again, I have an inkling you’ll feel that the timing was just right. Keep the faith. It’ll happen. I know it.

  11. SusanB says

    That sucks, Veronica! I hope you get some good answers at your visit next month. I’ve been thinking about ya but my internets have been complete crap.

    Sending good juju your way for this month, for happy doctor visits and sleep-full nights~

    SusanBs last blog post..Tain Tacks has now become TRAIN TRACKS!

  12. Jenty says

    I’m so sorry, I was hoping this would be your month.

    Jentys last blog post..Here’s to new friendships

  13. Ree says

    Sorry darlin, I know how much you’re wanting this. {{hugs}}

    Rees last blog post..…We got a thing…Going on….

  14. Sarcastic Mom says

    Wish I could give you a hug with that chocolate.

    Sarcastic Moms last blog post..If I can’t get enough sleep, I can at least conserve energy elsewhere…

  15. Shamelessly Sassy says

    I will cross all of my fingers. Just let me know the when and where of it. :)

    Shamelessly Sassys last blog post..80’s Lady Saga: The Redneck Bridal Shower

  16. Wenchy says

    You are very right… some things are just…. that. HARD.

    Loves
    me

  17. Laura McIntyre says

    Im sorry Hun, i know baby 2 will happen for you soon

    Laura McIntyres last blog post..Mean



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