So this morning when Amy woke an hour earlier than normal, you could hear me exclaiming, ‘today is not going to be a good day’.
When the phone rang at 7.30am and it was Mum who had been called into the hospital with Nan at 4am, again I said ‘today is not going to be a good day’
When Mum rang again at 9am to tell me that the doctor thought that today would be Nan’s last day with us. Again, ‘today is not going to be a good day.’
A phone call to Nathan later ‘I need you; come home’ and I was in the shower with Amy, mind running 100 kph (much faster than my body was running I should add).
We got ready at the speed of light and we were ready to walk out of the door as Nathan got home. 40 minutes later, I’m sitting in a hospital room with her.
So.
Today is not a good day.
It’s been 12 months exactly since Nan was diagnosed with Lung Cancer.
Thoughts appreciated.
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17 responses to “Today is not a good day”
Sending you all our love and thoughts. I can’t imagine how you must be feeling right now but there are lots of us out here in the internet that are with you.
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I hope your ok Veronica!
We are thinking of you & We send our love =) Leah, John & Brandon xxx
Today is not a good day. It’s a day to get through and perhaps the last time to send all of your best and fiercist love vibes to your Nana. Be with her, love her and help her on her way, away from you physically, but always in your heart.
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((((((((((( HUGS )))))))))))))
Oh, Veronica. Thinking of you all and hoping you just get through this day.
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I’m so sorry Veronica. I hope that you and the rest of your family can have a peaceful, quiet day together day today. I wish there was something I could do for you.
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Pretty nice post. I just stumbled upon your site and wanted to say
that I’ve really enjoyed browsing your blog posts. Anyway
I’ll be subscribing to your blog and I hope you post again soon!
Love and peace to you and your family, dear.
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Sending hugs to all. Thinking of you and sending up a prayer
awww crap.
all positive thoughts being beamed down there as we speak!
love to your nan!
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my thoughts are with you. love to all.
My love, thoughts and prayers are with you all.
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Mind each other. My love to you all.
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biggest hugs to you and family hun..
so sorry to hear..
Today is not a good day. My thoughts are with you and your family.
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i am so sorry, you guys will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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