You all know that I don’t do well with waiting. I’m sure I’ve told you all often enough, but here I sit again, waiting and hating it.
Tomorrow we should end up with a Plan. Tomorrow, everything is either going to be infinitely easier, or infinitely harder – we don’t know yet. I feel a bit like Schrodinger’s cat actually.
Evelyn’s seizures have been getting more intense, lasting longer and she’s added in a head wobble/bob to the movements that she does. Today she’s been too tired to feed properly, but too hungry to sleep, leaving her cat napping, grizzling and feeding intermittently. She still sucks well, but she’s resting more during a feed and not lasting as long at the breast. I think she’s probably fed every hour today, rather than every three hours that was the norm a few weeks ago. Luckily my supply is so good that for the most part, all she needs to do is lay there and swallow.
I guess that was my big worry, that the seizures would start to tire her out, leading to a trickle on effect.
It’s going to take a few weeks for the rest of her test results to come back, the spinal fluid for example needed to go to three different places for testing.
In the meantime we wait for the Plan.
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