Evelyn

Evelyn hams it up

by Veronica on August 23, 2013

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This is Evelyn this morning frustrated because she’s an almost-toddler and toddlers are easily frustrated:

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And this is Evelyn five seconds later after I showed her the photo I took of her crying:

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Because it turns out, when you’re almost thirteen months old, hamming it up for the camera is great fun.

Give me an angry face Evelyn.

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You’re trying? I don’t believe you. Are you a happy baby? Show me happy?

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Okay. You need to work up to it. That’s okay, I’ll wait.

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I know I’m silly. You don’t have to tell me. Am I embrarassing you Evelyn? Is face pulling and camera dancing SO last month?

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There’s the happy baby. Thank you.

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Pillows for the baby. A tale of sleep woe.

by Veronica on August 18, 2013

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Evelyn flops around in her bed all night, imitating a fish out of water. She can’t find a spot she likes and so she wakes up every forty minutes to let me know how angry she is that she can’t stay asleep.

She flips and flops and gets angrier and angrier before shrieking her displeasure, feeding briefly and starting the whole process again. I change her blankets. Softer, heavier, snugglier. I put bunny rugs under her sheet to soften everything. I come very close to just giving up and learning to never sleep again.

She hits her head on the cot bars and I weave blankets around them to create a barrier. She tears them out.

Evelyn does this every night for months. I spend my nights half asleep, patting her back or rubbing her feet, letting her settle into the soothing round and round of my hands. I am exhausted, but these are the sacrifices you make for a baby.

Last night, she wouldn’t settle. After I’d put her down for the nth time, only to have her flopflipflop and scream, I gave up.

I found a pillow. Thin, but soft, I put it in her cot. Carefully I snuggled her back to sleep and put her down with her head on the pillow. She sighed, rolled on her side, snuggled in and slept for four hours.

Now, if only I’d thought of this a month ago.

Evelyn Asleep

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Evelyn 12 monthsIt was a little after 7am this morning when Evelyn climbed from the arm of the couch, onto the window sill and then onto the kitchen bench. I’d been awake with her until 3am and while she was perky and happy after a little sleep, a lot of boobs and some panadol, I can’t say I was feeling the same way. This is my excuse for why I didn’t notice her precarious position until she threw my teapot onto the floor, shattering it.

Later, as I told the story on social media, I explained that I was lucky – the teapot was mostly empty and entirely cold, and there had been a carton of eggs right next to the teapot that she could have dropped instead.

My brain was barely up to cleaning soggy cold tea leaves off the floor – I would not have coped trying to get egg yolk out of the carpet too.

Of course,  I’d spoken too soon and when I opened the egg carton at lunch time to make egg sandwiches, there were three eggs with their tops bashed in. Seems Evelyn had beat up the egg carton with the teapot before she dropped it.

Her look of glee as I removed her from her perch, wedged between the microwave and the couch, has been imprinted in my brain, and I’ll be referring back to that the next time we have to do a developmental chart.

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Happy Birthday Evelyn

by Veronica on July 30, 2013

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Evelyn turned one on Sunday and we celebrated by letting her chew her party hat to pieces:

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And eat cake in her pajamas:

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I made an idiot out of myself because it made Evelyn giggle:

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And she thought her presents made a great place to rest.

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Happy birthday sweet girl.

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We saw Evelyn’s paediatrician yesterday.

Digression: How many of my blog posts in the last twelve months have begun like that, I wonder? It seems like it’s all I ever begin with. We saw “insert medical professional here” yesterday and BLAH BLAH your baby is WEIRD. Is it just me? Am I the only one boring myself to tears?

Sorry. Back on track.

We saw Evelyn’s paediatrician yesterday, who immediately let us know that Evelyn’s last lot of bloods showed her to be severely anaemic. Her haemocrit levels were a 3, when they should be at a minimum of 30, and her ferritin levels were a 2, when they should be 100.

Iron supplements have been started and thank all that is holy (seriously, rub your Buddha, praise your God, pet your kitten, whatever floats your boat) she is managing to swallow her meds. Sure, it takes me more than five minutes to give 3ml of iron, a drop at a time, but it’s going in and it isn’t being spat or choked on. WINNING.

Of course, her serious anaemia leads into some serious concerns about the fact that the baby isn’t eating anything except breastmilk and the occasional accidental pea.) Thus far, I’m managing to meet her calorie needs, as exhibited by her lovely chubby cheeks and no weight loss, but I’m not managing to meet her nutritional needs any more – not without some form of supplementation happening. And yes, before you ask, I’ve added an iron supplement to my diet as well, just so that we can cover all bases. Because, EXHAUSTION.

Evie has been referred through to the Hospital Dietician, she is being booked in for a Barium Swallow to check for structural issues, and we’ll start the baby steps to get her coordinating her swallow effectively and hopefully transitioning back to solid food again.

“You need to realise though, this process is going to take months, at least. It won’t happen overnight.” says our Paed, as I rock and laugh maniacally in the corner. How do you supplement a baby who won’t take a bottle or cup? HAHAHAHAAA.

They can work that one out for me.

In any case, Evelyn is under the care of a fantastic team, both at St Giles and The Royal Hobart Hospital. I cannot speak highly enough of their care and commitment to Evelyn’s health.

She’s also been referred through to our geneticist, so that he can look at the probability of Ehlers Danlos (dislocating joints AHOY), or whether there is more testing that needs doing, to look for other conditions as well.

In the meantime, we have a sleep deprived EEG booked for next week. I have to wake Evelyn up at 4am to make sure that she is nice and exhausted and angry and OPINIONATED for the EEG sensors, before hopefully falling asleep and exhibiting her constant sleep-twitching. I’m not looking forward to that one. Actually, I’m not looking forward to anything much at all. The thought of trying to get Evie to do anything she doesn’t want to do fills me with a special kind of dread.

Upside: It’s her birthday on Sunday. I have successfully kept this complicated baby alive for almost an entire year now. CELEBRATIONS. CHOCOLATE. CAKE.

I think I’m winning.

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