It’s Hard

by Veronica on May 17, 2008

in Life

So some things are hard to blog about. Some things require writing and deleting and writing and deleting and thinking about.

Some things are hard.

Trying to conceive is hard. You think about it, and worry and think and count and think. And sometimes you just need to get everything out of your head.

I need it out of my head so I can think, so I can breathe and then write very long sentences. With lots of ‘ands’.

My period arrived this afternoon, exactly a month after the last period. Apparently the 17th has my back and isn’t looking to disappoint me any time soon.

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I have an appointment with a gyno next month. On the 17th to be precise. See? I told you that the 17th has my back.

Hopefully I can get things looked into and sorted out. Heh.

Thankyou all for your crossed fingers and everything. Don’t worry, I will be relying on you all to cross everything next month too.

I’m going to go and sit with chocolate, my heat pack and a trashy novel now.

xxx

Bettina May 17, 2008 at 4:07 pm

hugs honey. I hope the gyno has some answers for you.

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Xbox4NappyRash May 17, 2008 at 4:55 pm

Shit. Sorry.

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Marylin May 17, 2008 at 5:12 pm

Aww shit honey šŸ™

I really hope you get some answers – don’t let him shrug you off any longer!!

(((((hugs)))))

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river May 17, 2008 at 6:46 pm

I hope the gyno is a bit more cluey than the rest of us out here. All of our suggestions, ideas and good luck wishes don’t seem to be working. Maybe there is a very special child coming your way and he just isn’t ready yet? If you only want your mint along your front fence you’ll have to plant barriers either side so the roots don’t escape into the rest of your yard or onto the footpath.

tiff May 17, 2008 at 8:31 pm

Bugger, poop poo. Not fair.
I’m so sorry. There really are no words that can make any of this better, so I will send hugs and eat chocolate for you.

Hope that heat pack does you good, my friend.

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Marie May 17, 2008 at 9:11 pm

Oh dammit. I’m so sorry. Having sympathetic heart-hurts for you right now. Were you not on the other side of the world, I’d bring you hot chocolate and a bottle of wine and we’d watch a movie that does not involve babies and grumble together. Hang in there.

maiden53 May 18, 2008 at 12:00 am

I agree with RIVER….. there is a VERY VERY special baby waiting for a special moment in time. It could ONLY be very very special to be Amy’s sibling and YOUR child! V~all things happen when, and only when, they are suppose to happen. Enjoy life, Amy and N to your fullest for now – today. And the rest will happen – you ARE special, remember? šŸ™‚

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Hyphen Mama May 18, 2008 at 12:48 am

Oh dammit! I really hope your gyno can give you some answers. It’s so frustrating with all the waiting.

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Taz May 18, 2008 at 1:53 am

hugs..

good luck next month..

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Leslie May 18, 2008 at 2:21 am

I’m so sorry Veronica. But I really believe a baby is coming your way. It’s agony now, but once you’re pregnant again, I have an inkling you’ll feel that the timing was just right. Keep the faith. It’ll happen. I know it.

SusanB May 18, 2008 at 4:01 am

That sucks, Veronica! I hope you get some good answers at your visit next month. I’ve been thinking about ya but my internets have been complete crap.

Sending good juju your way for this month, for happy doctor visits and sleep-full nights~

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Jenty May 18, 2008 at 4:34 am

I’m so sorry, I was hoping this would be your month.

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Ree May 18, 2008 at 6:09 am

Sorry darlin, I know how much you’re wanting this. {{hugs}}

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Sarcastic Mom May 18, 2008 at 2:41 pm

Wish I could give you a hug with that chocolate.

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Shamelessly Sassy May 18, 2008 at 3:49 pm

I will cross all of my fingers. Just let me know the when and where of it. šŸ™‚

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Wenchy May 19, 2008 at 2:34 am

You are very right… some things are just…. that. HARD.

Loves
me

Laura McIntyre May 19, 2008 at 8:43 pm

Im sorry Hun, i know baby 2 will happen for you soon

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