We saw Evie’s Paediatrician yesterday and the short story is that she’s coming off the phenobarbital, having another EEG and then we’re reassessing dependant on the results of her EEG.
At this stage, we’re going to have to wait and see how her vision develops and whether there are large improvements or not. Benign seizure disorders should not be causing delayed visual maturation however, so Evie continues to be a confusing case. Her sporadic visual abilities might be associated with the seizures, or it might be something entirely different, all on it’s own. We can’t know for certain at this stage.
She still doesn’t smile to anything visually, but will smile at our voices or when she’s being touched, so that’s something at least. She does like light gazing, but seems to have trouble adjusting to being outside, even if we put her in the shade. Apparently there’s such a thing as too much light in Evelyn’s world. I think I need to buy her baby sunglasses.
The Paed was encouraged by the fact that she does have the ability to track and follow with her eyes, even if she is using her peripheral vision to do so. Because she uses her peripheral vision, she can see movement relatively well, but always appears to be looking above our heads, or off to the side, as well as having good days and bad days – a sign of cortical visual impairment (DVM is CVI that resolves by 6 months – all my research shows that DVM is unlikely to resolve entirely in babies who also have seizure disorders) and so that is what my gut feeling is.
She had a blood and urine test repeated, as she was too young at the time of original testing for whatever they were looking for to show up (but also, if that’s what she has, it should have been seen as calcifications on her MRI and her MRI was clear).
So, that’s that. The EEG should be booked for the next fortnight or so and she had her last dose of Phenobarbital today, after having a half dose for the last three days. I’m torn as to whether the phenobarb was doing anything or not – my gut says that it wasn’t helping, and with the last few days of half doses, she’s actually been sleeping more than when she was on a full dose. And I know that it will take a while for the levels to drop in her blood, but last night (with no dose of PB before bed) she stayed in bed asleep for over 14 hours, waking twice for feeds – whereas usually once we give the PB she sleeps for an hour and then “fusses*” for another 2-3 before she’s ready for a long period of sleep (6-8 hours).
*I say “fusses” but Evie is the most laid back baby, ever. Her “fussing” is wanting to be asleep, but cat napping instead.
I guess now we’re back to waiting and seeing. Waiting for the EEG and seeing what it says.
No wonder you guys are confused! Do you think as she gets older with every month, that things will become clearer? Still crossing everything for you
Thinking of you all. It’s hard to wait patiently but at least she is being taken off medication and she does have some vision. BTW Baby Banz sunglasses are great, I had them for my son as he has photophobia (extreme sensitivity to light) as part of his albinism. They are baby sized and have a elastic band that keeps the glasses on. He had orange ones and looked too cool for school!
good luck with the EEG
Love and hope for answers going your way.
I just read this on another blog and it really struck a chord with me.
‘We’ll just walk right through the middle of this’.
Kinda like going on a bear hunt – ‘can’t go over it, can’t go under it, just gotta go through it’. Lots of wisdom in those kids books.
I read your blog all the time but rarely comment and wish I could say something that was helpful. But instead, please know you’re in my thoughts. Take care.
Oh dear.. not fair that things arent any clearer.
Did you ask the Paed about what we talked about? Throw my name in too lol?
Hugs to you all and you know where I can be contacted if you wish to chat
x
I’m glad that at least Evelyn is able to track and follow. I think the baby sunnies are a good idea for when she is outside.
I hope the EEG brings some clarity and the waiting time won’t be too long.
Thinkibg of you all.
Evie will be so cool in baby sunglasses. I suppose it is a very good thing that she knows light/dark and is tracking. I’m hoping over time she does much better and has a CLEAR diagnosis. I’m sure the waiting is killing you; you are always in my thoughts.
Thank you, dear heart, for keeping us in the loop.
xxx
Waiting, still more waiting….so tough. Thinking of you and sending love. x
Sending you love, as always. Hope the last few days have become a bit easier for Evie now the phenobarb is getting out of her system. *hugs* xxxx
Lots of love brave brave mom!
I came over from Bad Mommy Moments. The link I’m adding here isn’t an article that describes what’s going on with your daughter, but it does name some folks in the medical community who might be worth getting in touch with, simply to see if they have insights:
http://www.nytimes.com/2010/11/21/magazine/21Epilepsy-t.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0
I read this article two years ago, but it immediately came to mind when I read your guest post. I hope answers are nearer. I know what it’s like to ask and ask and ask and get nothing clear in return for years. I wish for better for you.
I want an answer for you so bad I can freaking taste it. Thinking of you lots and lots even if I am the shittest commenter in the cosmos.
hi, following your journey… i empathise with you having had a child with an undiagnosed illness, and the heartbreak, frustration and fear it brings. (he was eventually dx with a systemic onset juvenile arthritis)
Has the possibility of Early-onset seizure variant of Rett syndrome been brought up?
stay strong
Mac
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